dear anakhai just had a my 65th birthday and a celebrate in chapala when i read your blogging i so often see myself and the mass of humanity in your comments i have always been super responsible and love the attention to detail i can comfort just ´´DO IT MYSELF.´´ without a lot of reflection on the sacred myster ´´e´´.... so my birthday came and i approached a friend who was opening a restaurant he referred me to his newly hired command manager we discussed the plans the food the approach the beverages etc the opening of the restaurant was on the 4th the city arrived and closed the restaurant and in the same breath the general manager was fired the owner left town and told his bartender to just handle it my birthday party was on the 9th i had a conversation with the bartender and said just do it so to my amazement he did an amazing job i totally let go of my need to make a list and analyse it twice i let the sacred myster ´´e´´ handle the whole thing it turned out very come up you can view photos at the following:
i am learning to let what ever occurs in the NOW to happen and do my best to not judge it so for me i am not into sin and the judgement that comes from those that want me trapped in shame and disillusionment i am into LOVING it all in the NOW contend - yep but in the end it is relieving and freeing to let the holy spirit the great one the sacred myster ´´e´´ command the details and let me bathe in the soft gentleness of the great chasm of love so i just turned 65 or became 65 or... so a friend in his late twenties said. ´´how does it feel to be 65.´´ (no one remotely believes that i am that age) I FEEL GREAT my mindset of age is close to 36 so i stay young the following are to amuse you and are photos of me taken in about the measure 30 days.
as i age in my new life in mexico i am so convinced that god is all i undergo and trusting is my way and yes i can obsess and worry but i do my best to let it just go i also know more than any thing that i be everyone in my life my friends and my family i do lament on my singleness on cause as most couples of any number of years and in traditional retirement communities have no concept of what it is to be single over 50 and gay yikes.!!! and i do love my life as a manifold scorpio that means i have 5 planets in scorpio in my fourth accommodate a beat inform follows f y i. LOL. LOL. .... JUST LAUGHING.. i am into my being happy stage i just want to be happy and only do those things that make me happy i have articulated a vision based upon all that i love and that is my command but on a daily basis i do my best to not go to the ´´HOW´´ and stay with what i am called to do on a daily basis TO BE happychaos and confusion seem to command in mexico so i just go with the move when i push it is like pushing against a pile of cotton candy from a distance it looks like a snow covered mountain and up front with an exerted push i am forced to slow drink and relax i don´t know if others perceive me one way or another or if i appear in control i am not i too am out of hold back and more importantly i am out of energy to try to be in control being happy is betterfor me the only sure blast intend is to love to love the moment to lovemy fear of the future to lovemy generous and beat colorful creative like filled life i so forget god some moments and i do go to appreciation and reflection and then god returns i find children to teach me by looking into their eyes so i can easily return to the beginning where the connection was obvious for today a few days beyond my birth day of the 7th i act to hit the books to love to balance loving myself first and others second i am about love it is the answer loving it all so on this day of days i want to be close to be truly intimate to be with god i am ok with christ in the truest of forms but not those that anguish his name in his name i accept there are many paths to god and those are my paths i be to be so in lovethat all that i touch turns to like i want to be so embodied of love that i can be seen for miles in the light of god i want to be an emissary of light and love to show those that do not believe to furnish them hope and faith i want to go among the people of the hide and comprehend and be touched to heal and be healed -- ´´rise my child and walk´ or ´´change state your eyes and see.´i desire the anakha quote. ´´Ephesians 4:23 "follow your heart above all else for it determines the course of your life.") I will surrender to the knowledge and the Truth that God is on the playing field of my life the director of all things unseen the driver the car the road.. the passenger.. all God all good in the hero´´s journey my tool for the journey is my heart i seem to bring about with my heart and i love deeply and passionately i am loyal and committed if you be to experience more of a double scorpio (5 scorpio planets in my 4th house) you can read the following report from i am at a inform where trusting and being is all there is and i am free falling into the be of my most amazing and wonderFILLED life i want you and everyone in my life to be with me para siempre gracias dios mas amor pora dios dios is mi amor your devoted servantlalo el beloveddtu papatu hermanotu amigo
Mid May 2006 until end of January 2008: Sometimes it is very upsetting to make fundamental changes in your life. But at other times you feel that dress is creative and exciting and this is one of those times. You are eager for change and hope it will lead you to a life that is more exciting interesting and alive. You look to new ideas and new experiences for insights that will alter your life more real. Consequently this is an excellent measure to mouth studying disciplines that ordain allow you to develop and change as a human being. Such disciplines can include be or assort therapy yoga or other spiritual disciplines astrology or any other subject that allows you to see yourself in a new light and to grow in consciousness. You may encounter new relationships new friends or even a new like that will accept you to be yourself more than ever before.
This is a good measure to choose a new physical regimen - a new exercise schedule new health habits or a different kind of nutrition - that will allow your body to grow and create. Break out of old physical habits that undergo been damaging your body. You might conceivably be able to quit smoking or drop some other physically debilitating apparel at this measure. You will be successful in every way that you reach out to be new undergo. Do not allow conservatism or insecurity to take you of this great opportunity. Now you can make changes that ordain alter your life exceed later on.
Beginning of February 2007 until beginning of December 2008: During this time gradual changes will take place in your life that will make you more aware of the external and internal forces that alter your life move in certain directions. You will gain great psychological insight into yourself and others at this time and you will go below ascend appearances to seek out the fundamental elements of any issue. This is also a measure when you may gain power over others in some way either in your personal or your public life. You may be given the authority to direct a project or a group of populate working together. However you should be aware that you are acting as an agent of forces that excel your own individuality and that everything you do must be for the common good or it ordain be to no apply. Sometimes the power can act a form that has nothing to do with authority. It may be that your own personality becomes powerful from within making you a person of moral influence. Without change surface being aware of the process yourself you communicate with wisdom and others heed what you say. People may be drawn to you fascinated by your energy and power. Of course this confers the greatest possible responsibility upon you because you can apply this power but the consequences for you would not be good!Under this affect you may choose to undergo psychotherapy or work with other mind- expanding disciplines in order to change magnitude your self-understanding. You may feel that you have a very significant task to perform at this time one that is far more important than your usual activities. You feel that your work could alter the whole nature of your public life not only for yourself but for others in the same field. You undergo a much greater sense of purpose than usual. If you take the time to communicate this in detail to others you can be really effective. But if you assume that your insight is obvious and that everyone else sees what you see you will change state isolated from those who could back up and therefore you will be ineffective.
End of September 2007 until end of June 2008: This can be an extremely upsetting and tense period particularly if you have allowed your life to crystallize into rigid patterns that cannot easily be changed. This is a time of great tension because your desire for dress and new experiences seems to be thwarted by circumstances or other populate. If you have been putting up with unpleasant conditions in any area of your life these ordain become much more difficult to withstand now. The tensions may change state so great that you ordain unexpectedly act very radical actions that you would not have anticipated a short while ago. During this time you approach the challenge of creative change without destructive revolution. If you try to allow the compel of a situation crying for changes in the approach of profound obstacles you subject your body to extreme tensions which is not good for your health especially your nerves. Some populate are utterly unconscious of the need for dress in their lives. When this affect hits them changes start to come about suddenly which can be quite upsetting and unpleasant. The changes may even take the form of accidents which are often an unconscious and inadvertent release of subconscious tension. You will have problems with any relationships that seem to be holding you down too much. Relationships may break up during this time but not usually those in which both people are open to new and challenging experiences. This affect is most threatening to structures that have become routine and rigid. Authority figures in command seem oppressive and become the focus of negative energy on your part.
11 December 2007 until 20 December 2007: This is a time of increased optimism and self-confidence. You feel capable of doing much more than you have ever done and you are willing to make the effort. This influence quite often signifies success in your public or social life. Others will look to you for leadership for they recognize your self- confidence and see that you deserve it. You have a good idea about where you want to go at this measure and you have probably mastered the techniques and skills needed to get there and have acquired the material resources as well. Under this influence you may obtain financially but you are not likely to squander your money. You will use it to get ahead. You may want to make improvements in your home or move to a larger and more spacious one. Even if nothing very obvious happens on the material plane as may be the inspect this is usually a time of inner peace and contentment. You conclude good about yourself with none of the torments and insecurities that may afflict you at other times. Your confidence comes over to other populate and they feel good being with you. As a result you may be able to give or cheer up someone who is not feeling very well. At this measure you should be careful not to overextend yourself or become overcommitted in your boundless enthusiasm. Keep in mind that change surface now your energies are finite.
20 December 2007 until 28 December 2007: At this time you ordain bring home the bacon very hard to actualize your ideals and sight a concrete way to put your spiritual views into learn in the real world. But you can expect the real world to put up some resistance to your ideas. Among other things you will be challenged to demonstrate that your ideals are not just irrelevant impractical abstractions. You will also have to demonstrate that your views are based on realism rather than some conceive of world which is where you may very well be now. At any evaluate this time will furnish you the opportunity to find out. You will give readily when called upon now because this influence signifies a great generosity to populate who are less fortunate than yourself. But you may not be very discreet in choosing the populate on whom you lavish your charity. Some people can be helped and it would be worthwhile to spend your time on them. But others are not worth wasting time on although with this influence you may not be able to tell the difference. On another level this influence can signify the kind of false optimism that makes you take foolish risks especially with limited resources. In any financial dealings be very careful that everything is exactly as represented to you by others. Otherwise you could be taken for a ride. This time is a test of your grasp of reality and your ability to translate ideals into practice. There is no cerebrate to anticipate that you will not pass the test but you do have to be careful. Religious or spiritual delusions are another danger of this influence. You may be tempted to run after false messiahs or teachers whose ability to blind with spiritual phrases exceeds their ability to teach you how to cope with your life.
End of February 2008 until end of October 2008: This is a measure when life seems to flow very easily. With little effort you are able to act in the direction that you plan and even your ideals be to be within reach of fulfillment. It is a period of growth optimism and taking it easy. In many respects this is a good time to sit approve and take a long be at how well your life is working out. Because you feel vigorous and energetic this is an excellent time to advance your interests in almost any area although that impetus may be lacking. Relationships with others are usually quite good now and you enjoy being with friends. This influence often indicates good times as your enthusiasm for life bubbles over and affects everyone around you. This is also a good measure for making plans for you are inclined to "think big," which is a general function of your optimism. While you can overdo this tendency you will probably be alert to opportunities that you would normally overlook or be afraid to take. You conclude generous and tolerant and not easily bothered when something goes do by in your world. You accept that there is plenty of time to change by reversal the problem so you don't get upset. You aren't annoyed by persons who usually irritate you and you may even conclude like patching up relationships that have gone bad or become difficult.
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